Also known as LAKING CONSISTENCY. Why I ask myself, and here are what pop in my head
- OVER CONFIDENCE AFTER JUST ONE SUCCESS
Maybe these are the most prominent things I’d say what makes me today.
I am still in a dilemma, if making mistakes are good or not , or call it risk taking or not. But I always had this petite interest in attempting the absurd and unusual things like, teaming up with the people whom you hate the most in projects but this is your crucial time , many are there what’d they think, what if the performance in that task was bad or everything became feckless? still runs on the other track.
But as Einstein said, ” THOSE WHO ATTEMPT THE ABSURD, CAN ATTEMPT THE IMPOSSIBLE” was my approach , but the other soul in me kept saying there are many kids who compete with you today, what if they compare? What if there was a dip suddenly , it would be hard to come back, keep lagging when others are ahead.
Then I see the rest of my life, those vacant spaces I imagine everyday ; 1 day has gone by, then a year, 15 years almost gone…then I thought to myself if I just don’t try won’t those vacant spaces be the same for whatever you learnt in life?
“In the midst of chaos, there is also opportunity” , Sun Tzu
But the chaos isn’t around me, IT IS WITHIN ME, yes there is an opportunity to realise, but , why amn’t I taking a step out of my realisations?
It is just a simple comparision, they’re ahead they haven’t seen any dips , it is only me. But it takes me a while to tick that those dips are realisations and that I have just ASSUMED OTHER’S LIFE SOMETHING OTHER THAN ME. It is their personality and skill that makes them different and not as humans we are different.
I just realised I was INEXPEDIENT.
I just got to know another way to feel that others are not just human looking but they are humans, EMPATHIZE , whatever situation it may be, whether it be hate , enemity or sadness or whatever feeling it may be. So then , it may feel sensible and humane.
Belive you have the least experieced, but not overlook it in any angle that is ; think you have the most experience and knowledge and just pretend to be or just believe you are the least possible knowledged.
YEARN TO LEARN, be the MOST CURIOUS and add your own TOUCH OF YOURSELF.
Here I would like to put one of my escapades :
MY NO EXPERIENCE ESCAPADE:
Had I got any experience with other people of my age or anything … When I met such people exept the 60 of the same people I have seen for the past five years of my life.
I realised I didn’t value anyone as they are or in the inside.
Had I got any coordination between the 10 prominent fingers , I had not known to even produce music out of the well organised keys, which one of whom I knew had.
Had I got experience to encounter people?? NO, I had always tried to escape any such situation or try to somehow slip out of such a situation. What a way , brilliant!! I would say to myself. Now after a few days or years I realise I tried to escape what was a experience misinterpreting it as
Had I got any experience mingling with others , I would say only people of my kind or similar thoughts .Had I got any experience getting on to a bus??No I had feared reality while I underrated people who dared see and experience reality.
With time I realised each are a gem of themselves , only then from their parents view I saw why their children are gems of them, like how there is a proverb in tamil(I have heard of it a lot of times)
காக்கைக்கு தன் குஞ்சு பொன் குஞ்சு: For crows , their chick is golden
And when teachers say , Each one of you are a gem …
I am a very picky eater and I have very few selective choices of “FAVOURITE FOOD/SNACKS” especially traditional varieties…
One of which was the Black ulundhu vadai that would be as big as your face in srirangam.. I craved for those and I asked my parents seriously about going to the temple to eat those, they simply said the route and told to take the bus and go and told they may give me a little money just for the snacks as the government bus travel are of no cost in Tamil Nadu. I thought they were just kidding but they were serious if you want to get it you can go, my heart felt tickly by the shock they gave, but when I went back the next day to a place to meet my friends they were just so light talking about going on a bus,
I realised I WAS FEARING TO FACE THE REALITY, THE MOST SIMPLE SITUATIONS AND EXPERIENCE THE JOURNEY.
While one knew to ride a scooter to the other who can remember everything easily all had to do is learn and try to experience things.